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[feedeslilas]

 

it’s been a rough few days, so here are some Good Things:

• this is a little silly but like, i’ve been taking my medication much more consistently
  
• my hair looks excellent 
  
• i found some jobs i want to apply for
• sophia's mom found me a really gorgeous black velvet dress that fits me perfectly and was 40 something dollars down from six hundred something
• gold eyeshadow is a good look
• sophia is such a good person and i don't deserve her care and consideration, or that of her whole fucking family?? why are these people so kind to me?? her mom pulls aside dresses that she thinks will suit me and we all go out dancing and i am wracking my brain how to show my gratitude 
• new books! jill harsin came, finally!
• my mom wants to get dinner on tuesday 
• therapy coming up soon
• georgette heyer is a delight and i love my nypl membership
  
• my city is beautiful and i can get heineken delivered to my doorstep what a time to be alive
• i can't believe these cut mums i got two weeks ago are still alive and thriving
  
• i'm not the first person to be depressed so like, there's a roadmap and i can see my experiences in people i admire
• something something better things coming