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today i:

• handled a work crisis with as much grace as i could muster and even if i'm not wholly happy with it, it's over and i managed without hyperventilating
• cried to mary oliver poems and right now i'm still sad about her passing but am also so happy that she lived and shared her beautiful soul with the rest of us and i truly believe that she's in heaven and i hope there are trees and geese there
• bought lipstick in a weird color that i've always wanted but felt like i couldn't pull off
• reader, i can pull it off
• volunteered for the first time in ages and was REALLY good at it and am going to make this a regular thing
• felt good about doing something i'm passionate about 
• hung out with new people and (i think) made them like me and wasn't too loud or too quiet (my biggest social faux pas's) and one of the new people hugged me as we left? i feel really good about them and they seem really cool 
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• basically i forced myself to Do Things when i am still getting over a bad cold and am getting my period as we speak and it went well! i did the things i'm supposed to do and it paid off
• on sunday i'm seeing pelleas et melisande 
• i'm going to start doing yoga in the mornings again until i can do a fucking split
• waking up early is easier and easier 
• taylor swift contains more and more of the universe's secrets
• new york is really beautiful all lit up at night and i feel beautiful in it