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my clue app says i'm ovulating and while it is rarely accurate, i am inclined to agree with it this time. i hope you're all excited about having such unprecedented access to the ins and outs of my hormonal cycle. i am very emotional in a simple, stupid sort of way. the soundtrack to the new mary poppins movie makes me teary. my horoscope on the cut made me teary. i can't sleep. i am operating at a much higher frequency than usual and it's a little jarring. 

but i had a really good cheddar and jalapeno scone for breakfast and i'm wearing one of my favorite dresses and i look very cute. i'm going to see the favourite with sophia and her mom this week. i am suddenly very interested in revising a short story i wore ages ago. i am going to splurge and go to the opera this week because i deserve nice things. i REALLY want to clean my room and make big pots of bolognese sauce. i really want to get all dolled up and go dancing. 

i want to say this is all me me me finally pulling myself together but it's probably a mix of 1) aforementioned higher med dosages continuing to do their magic and 2) sun & moon in capricorn and venus in sagittarius like? not to be dramatic but i could feel it when venus entered sagittarius within an hour. 

fingers crossed i can hold onto this energy and channel it into productivity.